Wednesday

without words without smiles
i reach your sweet scent
in silence, forever
counting my breath
waiting for sunrise
only your name


closing my eyes
wish for unbreathing
without you


looking for "R"
waiting for blinks
not you, over and over again

Monday

for years
melting, these fingers
embracing your scents

long train running

as if you were absence;
reading on a long train running;
all empty pages